If I don't change I'll die

How foolish how foolish
Always to think that you
Don't care
When
If you don't care then
Why are you
Still here?
When
You don't owe me your
Time your
Attention they're
Mine or they
Have been
It's not fair
To you
To be so full of fear
Always needing to hear that I
Matter
Just leave it
Let
It
Drop

Oh god
I can't stop
And I know that it's this
That will drive you away
And prove my fear right
I must have the last word
I can't give up this fight
This fight doesn't matter
Fuck
Shit
Please
Shut
The
Fuck
Up

Free to go
But please
Don't
I'm changing
I'm learning
It's so
Hard
To change
And you're
Free to go
But please
Don't
I'm changing
I'm learning
It's so
Hard
To change
And you're
(if I don't change I'll die)
Free to go
But please
Don't
I'm changing
I'm learning
It's so
Hard
To change
And you're
(if I don't change I'll die)
Free to go
But please
Don't
I'm changing
I'm learning
It's so
Hard
To change
And you're
(if I don't change I'll die)