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Parmesan
It's not just you.
It's every reference to coupledom.
Ever.
It's every affectionate public display I happen to catch out of the corner or front of my eye.
It's every meaningless fuck.
No.
It's every one-sided fuck.
It's everyone who doesn't love me.
Shaved Parmesan is a theme in my life today.
But when everything hurts.
All the time.
And there's no way to fix it.
There comes a point when
everything
shuts
down.
Like a circuit breaker switching off.
I can't feel this anymore.
Therefore
I will stop feeling.
It's still there.
It's always there.
But it doesn't matter.
I remember what that feels like.
I remember how this works.
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